Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Another Episode

Things were going great until a recent event triggered another episode. Up until this point, I was able to refrain from pulling even in the most emotional of situations, including breakups. However, an unfortunate event having to do with work triggered the worst lash episode I have had in a long time. All the lashes from my right eye are gone...all within 10 minutes.

The wave of regret cannot be any heavier. It takes so little time to destroy something that takes months to grow. Now what?

Times like these create unnecessary anxieties and fears of stressful situations, and that's no way to live either. Sometimes I wish I could just live in an impenetrable bubble where money was coming in incessantly, relationships were never so stressful and the sun was always shining.

It doesn't seem fair that on top of the usual daily stress, we are burdened with a stress that stems from regular stress. I wonder what it's like to just worry about the problem...and not have to worry about my trich at the same time. The rest of the world seems so beautiful right now...at least they have eyelashes at the end of the day.

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